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[07 Nov 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I have this huge pile of letters and cards and notebooks all up on my desk, so I can barely type. I just got home from teaching swimming lessons. My kids drove me up a fucking wall today. I felt bad because I was kind of mean, but we ended up getting out of the pool early because some kid puked in the pool.

Billy called me today which was really unusual because I was quite mean to him too.. but he didn't bitch or anything he was just seeing how i was.

Today sucked, I've been in such a sad mood and missing tyler.. I didn't get to run either. I think im going to get in bed early tonight.. like in a few minutes.

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im so confused... [07 Nov 2005|03:42pm]
livejournal has changed so much since i've last been on it...

I don't even know what to do.. but my friend said I should write more.. so I'm going to.
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[26 Aug 2005|02:02am]
bet you never thought you'd hear from me again, right?

well whatever, im alive and breathing. unfortunatly. i can't sleep... i've been listening to music for what, like two hours now and still no sleep.

i cried though, and i have not cried for a while. maybe a week. that really is a super long time for me.

oh yeah im 19 now! yes. and happy late birthday hupp, i love you man.

im gross, but i go back to school in like 4 days.
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[14 Apr 2005|06:45pm]
[ mood | full ]

Spring is amazing here, and if I were some place else but here I'd be a fucking wreck. Im going home this weekend to get my hair cut and died. I have not gotten it cut in a while.. pretty fucking long.

Anyways, dinner was sick but they had mac and cheese, which is probably my favorite. I need to go run after 7:15 to burn some cals before getting wasted tonight. Im hanging out with Jared.. his ex-gf hates me and wants me dead. I saw her last weekend on the street and she was talking MAD SHIT about me, making fun of me because... I HAVE WHITE TEETH. yeah.. pretttttty lame.

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[13 Apr 2005|02:54pm]
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[17 Mar 2005|01:28am]

and guess what


i am totally getting shit faced off of green beer tonight OR ELSE

i already miss athens.

so... i have wayyyyyyyyyyyy to many clothes. its so unhealthy. but then again losing and gaining 5 pounds on a daily basis prolly is too.

i miss ty. =(
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[08 Mar 2005|06:58pm]

Which Family Guy character are you?

im watching sex & the city and getting fat

i cant wait to go home

cuz when im home

i never eat

and its great

yeah i gained 6 pounds last weekend

better lose that shit.
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[04 Mar 2005|04:34pm]
[ mood | pearl necklace ]

i moved dorms

i like it here better

i really wanna eat subway tonight. brian whitner is coming tonight with drew traber

tomorrow mike is coming

and hes going to formal with me.

i feel fat today which should make my friends happy.

i'd rather be skinny though.

im gonna paint my nails and watch sex & the city.


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long time no updates [21 Feb 2005|09:06pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

today is my half birthday
happy fucking half birthday to me..

look at my icon.

its cute isn't it?

yeah.. we were cute.



since i have not updated in a while, let me refresh everyone with my life.

over christmas break i worked, made a little money.. spent a lot of money. had a great christmas with my boyfriend tyler, went to new york with my family & tyler. went snowboarding a lot.. had a lot of fun. did my thang, smoked a lot of weed, made a lotta love.. you know whatever whatever. new years came. and it was horrible, bad fight, no fun no drunk no kiss.

at least i got to spend it with HIM. then the next day i went to school... been back at school since then with an exception of a week. i went home for tylers funeral, because he hung himself january 23rd, and died january 25th in columbus. that was probably the worst thing to ever happen to me. my life made a complete 360 and now im back at school, very depressed.. but really skinny. i weigh almost 15 pounds lighter than i did in high school, which is one of the only things that makes me happy. i do have good grades, but i never really go out or do anything.

i joined a sorority, alpha gamma delta, which im in love with and it keeps me busy and prevents me from being as sad as i usually am.

my dad is somewhere in iraq, my boyfriends dead, and i dont know what to do with myself.

yeah so thats my update.

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[18 Nov 2004|12:05am]
[ mood | cranky ]

i bought some rimmel make up today to cover up my ickky face.

i wish i didnt look like a 13 year old who has never washed their face before.

i also went to columbus to get christines car to drive it back to athens. i think i might of driven it home with only the parking lights on, but im not sure. great. well at least i didnt get pulled over? someone would of let me know if i didnt have the lights on. i saw them too, i think. whatever.

im s o tired after working out for like 45 minutes.. of cardio! yikes. trying to look dec before i go home. which is soon. only two more nights of sleeping in this bed... and then.. my bed! <3

tyler got on my screen name and blocked billy. i didnt get mad though.

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ants in my pants [16 Nov 2004|01:14pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

there are ants all over my room. its kinda gross.

last night, i was laying in bed. and there were ants crawling all over my bed. ants in my pants, ants in my BED, ANTS IN MY MAKE UP BASKET, ANTS ALL OVER MY DESK!!!!!!!!!


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face masks and herbal teas with guster and dispatch. [15 Nov 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

I feel like I've gotten a lot accomplished lately. I'm not sure why, because I honestly have not really done anything. I had a quiz for human bio tonight, and I got a 100 on it. Such a good mood booster.

Lately my face has gone to hell and taken me with it. I've honestly never had such bad acne before in my life, but hopefully with my recent decrease in stress and good moods will help advance further healing of my poor poor pizza face.

Friday can't come soon enough. I'm leaving Athens for a whole six weeks. Dude.. when I leave Athens for more than like, two days.. I miss it so much. Everytime I'm in Columbus I'm always wishing I would of stayed in town. Whatever though, I need a break. I need to make money.

I was talking with Kelly on our trip back to Athens Saturday night (thanks again btw Kell I love you!<33) and she was talking about her job at the dining hall. She didn't make it seem too bad, and I really need the money.. So next quarter I'm thinking about applying or something. I don't know yet.

Dude. I'm so pumped up to go snowboarding, and never in my life have I been so excited about eating a home cooked meal. Honestly, I cannot put up with this HORRIBLE HORRIBLE dining hall food any longer. I was so proud of myself, today I ate nothing before dinner, with an exception of a few gummies (my weakness). But I only ate one meal! Í'm so proud!! Whatever though I need to do this more often, because I still feel insanely obease and disgusting. Tomorrow Christine & I are going to breakfast. Breakfast is generally my favorite meal of the day. I'm a sucker for the omlets.. yumm.. I cán't wait. HOW THE FUCK DO I KEEP GETTING THOSE LITTLE SPANISH LETTERS? DAMN. I cannot figure this out.

Oh yeah. I found out who has been harassing me, EMILY JOHNSON. REAL MATURE.

anyways. I need to wash this mask off and watch some oc.

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[11 Nov 2004|01:40pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i can't sleep. i seriously can't. i dont remember the last time i got a decent amount of sleep.

tyler & i drank some brews last night, and i took a shower at like 3 am, and i saw my ra in the hall while i was in my towel. i was drunk, and didn't want to talk, so i was like uhhhhhhh sorry you have to see me in my towel. and my ra was like, "hahahaha... its cool, i'm not complaining..haha" and tyler like went nuts and yelled and called him a.. 3 letter term used for men who like other men... sorry DONT WANT TO OFFEND ANYONE.

but yeah.

a week left and im out of athens for six weeks.


i need to write my pop culture paperrrrrrrrrrr

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wasting time before class [09 Nov 2004|01:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]

[Name ] Caitlyn
[ Current Clothes ] too big jeans from my junior year and a hollister hoodie!
[ Current Mood ] slightly tired.
[ Current Music ] rusted root
[ Current Taste ] extra bubblegum
[ Current Hair ] well conditioned and back in a pony.
[ Current Annoyance ] my face is breaking out, and i have class again at 2.
[ Current Favorite Artist ]oooo either..... guster... or...... shit. led zeppelin? thats not an artist.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] a picture of my drunk ass boyfriend and stacey and a friend of hers on halloween
[ Current CD in CD Player] dave matthews.. under the table and dreaming
[ Current DVD in player] the oc disk one!
[ Current Refreshment ] water
[ Current Worry ] i have a paper to write for pop culture.. and i have to schedule classes soon.

[ You Touched ] tyler
[ You Talked to ] tyler
[ You Hugged ] tyler
[ You Instant messaged ] lauren jenson
[ You Yelled At ] probably tyler

[ Food ] salad
[ Drink ] orange strawberry banana juice or green tea
[ Color ] brown and bright blue..
[ Album ] busted stuff or goldfly
[ Shoes ] i dont have any that i like, but i want some cute blue and grey ones
[ Candy ] gummies
[ TV Show ] south park, how clean is your house, unsolved mysteries, saved by the bell, and the oc
[ Movie ] edward scissorhands or... umm... i dont know.
[ Dance ] the electric slide..?
[ Song(s) ] Ben folds five.. rockin the suburbs!
[ Cartoon ] south park

[ Understanding ] i try to be
[ Open-minded ] sometimes
[ Insecure ] absolutely
[ Interesting ] i think so?
[ Random ] VERY RANDOM!
[ Hungry ] no i try not to eat much anymore.
[ Friendly ] not really.
[ Smart ] sometimes.. when i want to be.
[ Moody ] moody is my middle name.
[ Childish ] i dont think so
[ Hard working ] when im working, yes, when its school work,.... not usually
[ Organized ] no
[ Healthy ] very
[ Emotionally Stable ] i am but i know someone who isnt..
[ Shy ] sometimes when i dont know you very well.
[ Difficult ] yeah according to my bf
[ Attractive ] i wish
[ Bored Easily ] sometimes.. if it has to do with football... yes.
[ Messy ] yeahh.. my desk is a mess.
[ Thirsty ] i drink a lot. not alcohol though
[ Responsible ] sometimes.
[ Obsessed ] YES
[ Angry ] more often than not
[ Sad ] sometimes when bf is mean to me.
[ Happy ] sometimes when bf is nice to me.
[ Trusting ] yeah
[ Talkative ] yes.

[ Kill ] no one really.... except... well.... id ont know.
[ Slap ] ..... this girl i hate who was obsessed with my exboyfriend.
[ Look Like ] i want to look skinny and pretty too bad it will NEVER happen.
[ Talk To Offline ] anyone i talk to on line from back home.
[ Talk To Online ] i get sick of talking on line but its really the cheapest easiest way to talk to anyone.

[ Pictured your crush naked? ] Yeah and i've seen him naked too.
[ Been in love ] yeah
[ Cried when someone died ] yeah!
[ Lied ] yeah...

[ Coke or pepsi ] h20
[ Flowers or candy ] flowers
[ Tall or short ] tall

[what do u notice first?] not going to lie, but looks.
[last person u slow danced with ] me & ty dance all the time.

[makes u laugh the most?] christine or wes
[makes you smile] everyone
[makes you blush] tyler
[has a crush on u?] no one
[is easiest to talk to] christine

[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] nope.
[save aol/aim conversations] i paste them in my lj sometimes.
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] nope i like being a girl.
[cried because of someone saying something to you] YES

[fallen for your best friend] nope..?
[been rejected] probably
[been cheated on] prolly
[cheated on someone] yeah..
[done something you regret] yeahh...

[could u live without the computer?] no way!
[color ur hair] i do all the time
[ever get off the damn computer]sometimes
[habla espanol] nope..
[like watching sunrises or sunset] no
[what hurts the most?] when someone that loves you says hurtful things to you

[of continents I have lived in?] 2
[of tight friends?] not many
[of cd's that I own?] dont wanna count
[of scars on my body?] soo many.. tons from falling out of my bunk.
[of things in my past that I regret?] so much i'd do differently. oh well. live for now, not yesterday

3 Bands You Have Seen Live :
1. cake
2. kill hannah
3. dave matthews band

7 Things That Annoy You :
1. loudness late when im trying to sleep
2. no weed
3. drunken sluts
4. gas prices
5. dining halls
6. my constant shedding of hair.
7. acne

7 Things You Touch Every Day :
1. the computer
2. my cell phone
3. my face
4. my eyes
5. tooth brush
6. keys
7. lotion

so lame. time to go to class & watch a lame movie.

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[08 Nov 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i need to go work out.

i remember the days i used to be so skinny and cute.

since then i've gone to hell.

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[18 Oct 2004|10:28pm]
[ mood | okay ]

halloween is coming soon. we just had a meeting in my mod. it fucking rained all day today and i hate the rain. me & lauren walked uptown to go tanning. fucking froze my goddamn feet off.

i really have a lot of work to do. i need to finish my english paper. &&& journalism is tomorrow.. =(

I am totally wearing leg warmers right now. they are sick. i'm thinking about going out in them sometime.???

i went home last weekend and it sorta made me sad. my mom redid my entire room. it doesnt even feel like its mine. ALRIGHT. maybe i will post some pictures later tonight.

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[12 Oct 2004|01:05pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i love bush

the president, not pussy.

gotta go to journalism in an hour.

im going to take a shower though because i can smell myself.

and i need to pluck my eye brows.

fuckers im going home this weekend but dont think i will get to see you since i have no control over my life i will be doing what tyler wants to do and i most likely will not be able to see my friends.


like i have friendds anyways.

fuck that

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[29 Sep 2004|03:21am]
coming in wasted at 3:21 am.

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whooa pictures [23 Sep 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

my bio class let out early.

aww me and tyler right after he got his appendix out.

me & kelly ann... take note of the shiner.

me && julia at my cousins dry bar wedding reception..having a lot of fun..

i think im going to take a nap before journalism.

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[23 Sep 2004|01:17am]
[ mood | restless ]


uhh whats all this new stuff?

i took some sleeping pills....... blah and im still awake!!!!!!!! mother fuck.

today i was so proud of myself i only ate one meal and all i had was a hotdog and a few bites of meatloaf.

ty wrote me the sweetest email today.. made me cry.

im listening to guster.


i dunno about this. my habits are going to scare her.

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